Sorry, Sorry

I'm sorry, sorry for making your life
I'm sorry, sorry for making your life
I'm sorry, sorry for making your life a living hell
- "Sorry, Sorry" by Rooney

Missed listening to this song. Although I cannot exactly relate this song to my week, wala lang feel ko marerelate ko yung chorus. This week has been full of SORRY'S, from me to other people.

Sorry malalate ako.

Sorry may ginawa akong report.

Sorry may plate akong kailangan tapusin.

Sorry uuwi na ako.

Sorry matutulog na ako.

Sorry di ako nakatawag.

Sorry, sorry, sorry.

These sorry's, I didn't want to say them. It's just that sometimes, although you've had your priorities set, you can't avoid to put one on top of another or to disregard some. Extra curricular, academics, my personal life start to clash now. Although I want to be at two places at the same time, I can't. I know I have to concentrate on one thing first, before I move on to the other.

The whole week I slept in the living room, forgetting to eat dinner some nights and disregarding sleep on other nights. I see my mom for less than 4 hours for the day, I only send 2 texts to my boyfriend for the day (one in the morning, one when I get home from school). I fall asleep in jeepneys that I ride in going home late at night. I don't get to go online unless I have to for a homework.

Sorry is not easy to say. Too much of it makes me feel bad. Too much of these sorry's make me feel that I am not good enough. But hopefully it's just all in my mind.

Wish I could still find a way to make it up to every one.